He slips open the door smoothly, carries me in and lays me down on my bed. We kiss some more, and he leaves. XXNX He caresses my butt, his fingertips gently rub my nipples through the fabric, and he uses his teeth to undo the laces and my breasts fall free. Although it is our first time, it will not be the last, but I know he is the last man I will ever know. In a few hours or a day or so. I’ll be all right. God, I want to just attack him across the table, but I’m pretty sure we’d get thrown out. The tears flow freely. “Just wanted to be safe!” he giggles, but he tosses it aside, and he’s rock hard. I sit down and run my fingers through his hair. “Don’t get me wrong, this is very, very nice, but if we keep kissing, part of me is going to want to do something that another part of me isn’t quite. …ready for at this moment in time, if you know what I mean?” He looks at me questioningly.
