He does have some sense (very little), so when he’s arranging assignations with his mistress (i.e. XXNX I did the only thing I could do, release the new Kennedy. I can wind him up so badly, while turning myself on, that he’ll take it out on Kiki, on me. So the new Kennedy was also pissed. So I texted back asking what he wanted, and then “Doesn’t the slut do that for you?” I mean, I didn’t know what he wanted, that I wasn’t already doing to him. So I gave up on my attempts to kill Kennedy, I let her live my worst fantasies. So now what? He still was, but he let me do it. It was that part that which he fell in love with, but never told me. Again, as Kiki, I felt guilty and was extra nice to him. I let myself enjoy it, and he enjoyed my enjoyment. What really got to me was the realization he actually wanted me to be so harsh to him. This time I’d make it so bad, he’d never want to see Kennedy again.
